Elite Gay Gossip

It’s been quite a while… I’ve been away for a week and the had so much to do, that I found it impossible to keep writing. I don’t have anything interesting to write about, I’m just trying to type some sentences, so that I get used to writing again. Thing is I like writing on my blog. Maybe my mood isn’t the greatest of them all, this might be the actual reason for my lack of inspiration. All day long I keep running from one place to another and in the evening, when I finally get home, I’m exhausted.

Maybe it’s an emotional issue too. Definitely. Maybe if I had someone to energize my soul, I wouldn’t feel so empty.

Anyway, the good part is that I finally managed to write this little something, which will make come back tomorrow again.

I was having a chat with a friend of mine this evening in the cafe house of the Opera. It was funny, but at the same time interesting. Not the silly low status gay talk. D. and I were wondering, what are people looking for nowadays. Everybody seems to be chasing after something. We’re all so concerned with what’s going to happen tomorrow. Aren’t they forgetting about today? I don’t know, but there was a time, when I did pretty much the same thing. Doing everything possible, so that tomorrow could be better. And obviously I totally forgot to live the present.

Thing is life becomes empty, once you only think about what’s next. B. was so frightened to look for someone else, even though she wasn’t happy with that man of hers, that she decided to marry the guy. Frankly I never understood her. Why marry some guy you don’t love anymore? Just because you’re afraid to face loneliness and start over again? At 22?! Christ!!!

Honestly, I despise people who don’t have the courage to live in the now, but, at the same time, keep complaining about their little, miserable lives.

I guess that’s it for now, since I have a plane to catch, but I really want to know how you feel about this!

Flirts. I always loved to flirt. It’s a game of mind and attraction. It’s already Saturday, but I can’t sleep again, so I’ll just write a little post. I was having some problems with the heating. Of course the plumbers came late. But when they did come, there were two workers with their boss. A 26 year old, incredibly hot boss. We smoked a few cigarettes together while his men were fixing the problem. M. is tall and very, but very good looking and sexy. Small talk, a few smiles and looks. Quite refreshing after a long and boring day. Too bad he had to leave.

Then I met C. and we went out. Everything was packed with people, so we went to a gay club. Just a few guys, good music and a relaxing atmosphere. I. joined us soon and we had a very pleasant evening all three of us. I just needed relaxation and I got it. But tomorrow, I guess there’s gonna be some news.

1. I love love.

2. I’m gay.

3. I’m beautiful.

4. I’m brave.

5. I have wonderful friends.

6. I have a great sense of style.

7. I’m creative.

8. I like people.

9. I enjoy learning new things.

10. In spite of all my faults, I’m a good person.

I went to the movies this evening, with C. and a bunch of his friends. We spent some time together this last week and it brought us closer. I don’t really know if this is a good thing or a bad one. As I was saying in a previous post, the guy has a boyfriend. They’ve been together for years. But then something must be going wrong there, otherwise C. wouldn’t have looked for something else with someone new. At first, I took it as fun. Days passed and we saw more of each other, we talked a lot, laughed a lot and we grew to like each other more than just plain gay sex friends.

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One of the hottest gossip topics ever is love. Or something related to love. People get together, experience something beautiful, then they cheat on each other, they break up, maybe even make up and so forth so on. Right? Right. But the way they do all these things is what is of great interest to me and you, even if you don’t like to admit that right now. People are curious by nature, especially gay men. Maybe not all of them, but most of them are dying to find out the spicy details of other people’s lives.

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Today I met C. again. I went to his place. It’s clear the guy has some feelings for me. I didn’t know exactly how to handle the situation. You know, sometimes it’s really weird… Subtle talk about the absent boyfriend, then… Well, what can I say? It got pretty romantic at a certain point, this whole thing, and I didn’t know exactly how to react.

Anyway, the point is, he’s boyfriend is going to come back some time soon. And what we have is not that kind of fatal attraction, it’s more something psychological, although sex is, of course, involved. But then again, I turn to be the tip of a newly formed love triangle? I never pictured myself in this role. But I decided to go on with this, as long as I’m able to enjoy it. C. is far too sensitive and interesting to be simply tossed away.

And after all, I’m free to choose to see anyone I like , since I’m completely free. For now I want to keep on doing this. Even though it will eventually come to an end at a certain point, now is the time to cultivate a new bond. The sex might fade away as time goes by, but a friend cannot. And we all know how difficult it is to be gay and and have a gay best friend. Time will tell.

“Remember” was the play I saw last evening. And I loved it. C. invited me. We entered through the back door of the Opera and went straight to the cabins. There I met the two actors, who were about to go on stage in front of 700 people. Absolutely fascinating, those two men. And, obviously, gay. We then went to our box. The play was about to start.

“Remember” is about the homoerotic fascination of a traveler for a mysterious aristocrat of the early 20th Berlin. As the traveler remembered his encounter with the beautiful Sir Aubrey de Vere, his memories come to life. An excellent representation of contemporary ballet combined in perfect harmony with drama and eroticism.

The applause wouldn’t cease. The spectators were charmed. It was a huge success. It truly was. We stood in front of the Theatre to wait for C.’s colleagues. Sadly, for me, only one of the two did come. We had a little chat and then we split.

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Seems like I’m having a socially busy weekend. Whenever I want to sit down and write about last night… The phone rang. Theatre premiere. See you later!

I was going to write something, when R. called me to go out. So, I guess I’ll post some gay talk afterwards. I’m sure I’ll have something more interesting to talk about later. A little gay gossip, since we’re meeting some boys.